Aging is scary. Thank you for sharing your insight. Ironically, we did a comic about aging and regret today. I thought I would share it with you since although it is not as serious as your piece (and we are not 90!) it did seem oddly coincidental that we published the comic and then I saw your piece! https://medium.com/@BurdsEyeView/tempus-fudge-it-200c8e2dd836?source=friends_link&sk=aa401e69040071bcf28c966ed1bf1f82